If Only
Follow the story of a 30-year-old woman who, when feeling dissatisfied with her marriage and family life, finds herself sent back in time 10 years following a lunar eclipse.
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Seasons & Episodes
1. Blood Moon
Emma and Nando begin to confront the reality that their marriage may be over and plan a dinner with friends at their favorite restaurant.
2. Back to Paris
A vacation in Paris goes differently the second time around. Deme clears up a misunderstanding. The biggest loss of Emma's trip through time sinks in.
3. Strangers in the Night
Emma celebrates her graduation, makes a big announcement and realizes that she's not the only person whose life was turned upside down by the moon.
4. Connect Moon
Business is booming for Emma, Rubén and Alfredo's new company — but not everyone is enjoying the ride. Nando and Isa's wedding gets messy.
5. Nando vs. Rubén
When a business trip to the countryside takes a dangerous turn, the group sees a new side of Rubén. Emma discovers that Nando is up to his old tricks.
6. Happy Birthday, Emma
Emma wrestles with memories and mixed emotions as her 30th birthday brings big surprises, big hangovers and a puzzling revelation about Nando.
7. Where is Rubén?
Emma gathers the people she loves for a beach getaway. New information raises even more questions about Rubén.
8. Back to the Future
An unexpected visit to the hospital shifts Emma's perspective on the past 10 years — and her plans for the future.
